Rhythm Master

I’m on fire with a rhythm going through my head.
It’s night time and I’m thinking of the girl that I will meet one day and wondering if she loves me too.
I feel like diving into the sky “do you know if she is there?” I want to be reinvented.
The more I think about it the more I love her, the more I want to go down on her.
You can’t light a fire without a spark you can’t start up if you are not with me.
You can’t move while being hungry so please don’t go of and cry in the dark.
You are worth more than that; if you want I can light you up.
I’m no scientist but this is a rhythm of fire running through my head.

in living memory

There comes a time when nothing matters.
There comes a time you only go back.
There comes a time when you have to let go of your losses and count your blessings,
for that I am eternally grateful.

There comes a time when everything matters.
There comes a time when you are smiling too.
There comes a time when you only go forward.
There comes a time when we are happy with ourselves, for that, I am eternally grateful.

Learning behaviour

I’m still learning. ‘LEARNING IN PROGRESS’ was pinned to the outside of the door.

Let’s begin where it all started.
Let’s go to another lifetime where there is no water to learn that we all need moisture.
Is it still the same without the love of a mature woman?
We’re still learning, looks like the medication worked.

We’ve seen how the End ends up and we’ve learned that our lives mean something,
no matter how far you go.

As if spoken

Words have no glory when viewing upon the Earth because there are no words to describe what is so beautiful.

The night sky is full of stars and mosquitoes.
The day is full of sun and dust. So there you have it.

The affect of the cause is worth the effort, it’s all worthwhile which should be an inspiration to us all.

Buried World

Voice inside my head,
So loud so clear I can smell it!
Money and drugs….what do they mean to me?
What if anything do they matter to us?
Go to me go to you; still think love is the best.

Hurt inside so smooth to the touch.
What would I say to you if I could remember?
If I could control it would ‘it’ matter?
I’m messed up. Thank you for being inside my head.
Just a Rebel without a cause
Is he a Rebel without bones?

What would he lose if everything had to be rebuilt from scratch?
Would he be a Pimp without any women?
A Hustler without any money?
Still going’ stronger,
Still along way to go,
Still more time to spend... and with a plan.

E-mail Friend

I sometimes feel like i'm my own Nemesis. I've been bored by others yet i have gained good friends. I feel like moving on. I feel like going into the sky and never returning...but I would return, 'his' life was too good to be missed.
I hope that i have a free spirit, I hope alot of bad things don't happen. I hope that the African sun always hangs the night over my head so that it will return in the morning.
I've been lazy, I've become a stoned cyclops with a heart over flowing with happyness and kindness and that is it.
I have a great family and my friends will have space in my head, just a short note to say thankyou to you all.

Riot

Confused in a searching mind would you be able to forgive me even if you didn’t know what I had done? Everyone has a song or a hard core case of porn and we haven’t even reached safety yet! Maybe that is the momentum we are praising maybe it is the love that we need. Even if everything is made to be broken we all need love and a sense of humor, what ever the weather.
In an hour I’ll have the power, up until then we’ll just have to have fun.
Think I’ve been wrong all this time what if my mind is right? Is time empty?
Life is a riot that is inspirational in itself. Maximize.

Looking Glass Problem Solver

Look at me, and all this time I’ve been begging for something I don’t deserve.
Looking through this optical nerve. This wasted taste,
I’ve been waiting for, full of pride for, the good deeds fulfilled and not forgotten.

Just so you know…This time the mistakes have been remembered, old quams resolved, very awkward disputes solved-so I guess that should be make it alright.
By now the storm has subsided, for awhile. There are still lots of things I want to tell you. More places I want to show you so I’ll throw it in their direction, blinded and still learning don’t worry you’ll see.

I have a picture of you in my mind.
I have hope for you in my heart yet I am running on the edge of time looking for a final frontier with nothing to throw.

Family will always be important. I meant to say that.
I meant to say my selfish tendencies were never intentional. Where’s a megaphone when you need it? Where is the moment that is good enough to say something very awkward?
I won’t leave you like this. Thank you, for not shouting when you whispered.
I’ll tell a lie when I was asked about the truth so that you will be safe

I can’t think of where to put it why did I buy it?
Come in to think about it
Come away feeling satisfied
Come again.

There is no use in delaying the inevitable so I will sell what is of no use to me
And keep my treasures close to my heart.
You must, for what ever reason let it be your own description.

The End

I’ve come along way can’t even see if I came the right way. I searched a million miles in my friends back yard, counted a hundred times with my ten fingers and then walked into a door. They thought I was crazy. I thought I was at b n’ b, I was only lost listening to my old tune. Now at The End I have stepped off my live wire scored a few brownie points with my self as well. I could say something to the person who wants to shout I wonder if they’d listen to me if I were normal in a freaks world full of sane people.
The End is like having a SUPER POWER and not being able to use it to save yourself. I’ve seen your pain I’ve staggered to your door and now it looks like we’re sitting together looking at The End. It doesn’t matter anymore. I don’t mind, if I don’t have a mind I might actually learn something.
This has to be The End! Do you want to have to make your mind up?
Do you like who you are? This is independence… The End

madness in an hour glass

Don’t be mad because I will wait for you.
Don’t leave let me jump into you
Please don’t be scared I will only be in you for a long time but now wait…
I heard the other day that your glass is always half full I always thought mine was half empty
Did I get it wrong so that you could be right? Whatever makes you happy babe.
There must be something out there as dead men dig my grave. I feel larger than life maybe they will fall in and have nothing to show for their work

Rain Man

Rain Man

‘There is life or say All the fish’. Knocked myself out just to think you were enjoying yourself. Would I talk to you in a normal way to get high….naturally? Falling still thought about my first encounter I was always there for someone else was I sure?
Somehow I will…have to close my curtains or just open my door because it may or may not rain although I’d love to spend a day with the girl that will be loved.
Now I can see! If I turned around I’d need to know the meaning of love between two consenting adults is worth the effort I’d have to walk up a hill just to know the hill was, the foot of a mountain. I can see clearly now that the rain has gone the trouble is that it hasn’t rained for months past a year now. The land is parched if not burnt. All we need is the miracle called Water. You need to find me before I throw my time away without me checking you out. It would be nice to live in Nice and to know that there was a woman who feels like me maybe even twisted, loving, slightly abused or simply just ordinary. (And like Lucy because she has tried more than me she will always be beautiful.)

Hello…I just woke up to let you know I’m waiting for you at the next full stop.

This is our life and I have shared it with so many people. I’m not ashamed. I am human.
We are not a mistake…

Penny for a thought

Are you thinking about life? I think you are only normal.
No one has a plan everything has to be overcome.
Maybe we are all crazy.

I know you have come along way today you’ve been thinking a bit too much lately.
I know more than I think yet here I am in silence waiting to speak.

The sun will keep shinning and we need to keep on learning. Don’t come alone take me for the outcome. I’ll call your bluff before I take your hand. Cause a scandal- get drunk but not on company time.

Crossword answer

Without magic we don’t stand a chance. We all need a form of magic.
We’ve all had a part in Deaths’ pantomime whose consequences are far from our hands
But we won’t leave anyone behind just yet.
You owe me nothing- I could owe you what I don’t have would it be a blessing if that were true? I’m not sure yet I have to go forward without a trail of red and black cans marking my every step.
Cartoons are the reality of TV…Thank you Mrs. B. Your life changed mine. Although in two years Mrs. Palmer has seen better days…and mornings too. I always know that Love is a God send.
You were right about most things and unfort. The wedding didn’t happen; you still have two loving children too.
Lightning crashes no one moves it’s only a time to remember. Remember what you have done as someone will love you for it later. Tell them how it is tell them even if they don’t give a damn.
Now you get it you are happier than before so give yourself a pat on the back and your children a kiss. Now we’re both feeling like magic.

Will be there soon

The sun has risen again where is this war that I am fighting?
I’m not lost just can’t find my way through this formidable frontier.
As I’m still dreaming of night time bliss and the fantastic glory in the morning too
I’ll be there soon.

Sooner perhaps later I’ll crawl to your door and come to a compromise to go to bed with her. Then in the morning get out of your bed. I’m in the pouring rain outside of my brain looking for a saviour within so now I’ve come to a conclusion of sorts. Single is how I’ve always been. Right now it all looks simple maybe slightly off the tracks. I think you’ve been that side before. Could you help someone else to get to know you just a little bit more?
Because then love…will be there soon.

Now and again and maybe later there will be a news FLaSH. There is no more to add nothing to take away so I will be part of the puzzle. If you keep on hitting your head against a wall you won’t knock it down by free spirit alone duh!
I’ll put it in an envelope and post it.
It will be there soon.

Through water

In a large arena I don’t want to play any more.
It will be my own revolt and my very own downfall from grace.
Nothing mentioned was anything gained? Words just aren’t enough.
Those people are lucky, they have someone.
Anytime of day or night, anytime is o.k.
Anytime with you would be good.

Looking at you is like looking through water at something beautiful.
Back then this pool was suicidal. An independence that I had,
It turned into a daring craving with The Smiling people of youth.
If I love life why do I feel so vivid when my life is great?

I need help and the girl in my head never existed.
It is tragic news. I only ever loved her till the end up on our cloud.
Far, far away where it was safe.
Now that I have been exposed with out my ‘willy’ (penis) showing it might be safe to break down and tell no more lies.

You know that I might die of a broken heart because I could never find her but I know word gets around. So that can be my dream…”you silly dreamer.”

Didn’t anyone say that looking at you is like giving into your touch when they see you? You are a star beneath the water!

In them

We are the fire, we’ve been for hire.
Because an angel touched your hair I think you’re blessed.
Call a hoax, shine your best.
You know there is no use in waiting for the worst.

Be a man, save a woman,
Hold hands in your own space, have grace.
Call me inconspicuous just call me. You too have had too much fun.
I think you’re crazy…just like me. We are all crazy,
Like crazy monkies going into oblivion maybe we are inhumane would you pick and choose?